Anger is solace
for without it what would happen? where would everyones wrong doings go?
for every time I do something right, there are many who think it to be wrong,
and if i cannot do right then in my anger i shall do wrong.
in my rage i find safety for in the heat of anger i am untouchable, a build up of everything i've hated
exposed, no turning back no regret
but the sadness i cause always gets to me afterwards, the pain and sorrow; regretful as always
In my Dreams ,You know ,Who You Are
ReplyDeleteI Whisper Prayers ,To be Heard ,the Truth ,
That what I am suppose to do ,as answer to Prayers .
Setting ,You Free ,of every hearing My heart beat ,I shall ,give my all
oh how life ,could open up to give fresh start ,to love ,share our lives as we both know and believed it should been ,I been trying get back to you ,
the days turned to months
now my heart weeps ,as I can't feel you ,near as always held .
I am scared ,
I sound silly
I believe speaking What is Truth in your Heart
Never can be Silly
As it has taken me all this time ,to reach deep within me ,set my own ,free ,see a truth that was screaming to be Heard ,before it was lost .
I prayed for Time
Prayed ,you be watched over ,
Prayed for understanding
for to love ,
I never wanted ,you out my life ,Listen to many things ,you speak of me .
maybe I've loss
A Truth that beats with my own Heart ,will be
You
Two Fools that kept pushing each other away
Two fools ,that wouldn't pick up a phone ,or talk
two fools ,with a smile
Let go
rest our lives
those two fools
will always feel those beats of
"our hearts "
wiping away my Tears ,Screaming with my complete Soul to be Heard
I Love You
My Dreams ,you will always be ,maybe in life ,couldn't be together ,as I would gave
was no one that was there to Listen
Was always there ,to fix me
Was none that accepted ,after hearing truth
there was many that was there to Judge
As ,it must of seemed ,my heart ,felt nothing
as must seemed things I done ,was heartless
dreams ,you shall be ,with me that ,holds no judging ,only accepting ,with love ,we always knew