Dark Places.

Sometimes alone in the dark, i feel hands snake around me

an unpardonable sin entailing a total loss of grace

and i dont do a thing, because its all wants and desires
its all in the sin.


The craving of self-indulging never wears thin.

Right and Wrong

Anger is solace

for without it what would happen? where would everyones wrong doings go?

for every time I do something right, there are many who think it to be wrong,

and if i cannot do right then in my anger i shall do wrong.

in my rage i find safety for in the heat of anger i am untouchable, a build up of everything i've hated

exposed, no turning back no regret

but the sadness i cause always gets to me afterwards, the pain and sorrow; regretful as always

Green Eyed Monster

Envy: a feeling of grudging admiration and desire to have something that is possessed by another.

Sometimes I am a monster;

I grow fangs and claws and my vision taints green.

I want what I can't have.

When I see you,

shining brightly like a star,
I don't just admire,

I want to have what you have,

I want to be what you are.

This constant envy,

stains both,

my eyes,

and my heart.

'Envy eats nothing but it's own heart.'

meh

cbf

Strip Poker

I keep getting a joker
In my hand of aces
and he's telling me I havent got a chance with someone like you
Yeah but I just hope you dont call my bluff
So I can get that shirt off
And hope that whatever happens next
Is at the time so intense,
that when our bodies mesh and tangle

lights blow out and screams can be heard echoing
till it all becomes a haze in the morning after
Because I'm not looking for love tonight.